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Men’s Psychedelic Preparation & Integration Coaching

An experience can change what you see. The deeper work is deciding how to live.

You may be approaching a psychedelic experience with questions about who you are, what drives you, or what your life is becoming. You may have already returned from one carrying grief, shame, wonder, or something you cannot yet put into words.

This is one-on-one coaching for men who want to prepare thoughtfully, explore what emerges, and bring that understanding into their relationships, decisions, and daily life.

This is for you if you’re:

  • Preparing for a legal psilocybin session in Colorado or Oregon, or a retreat abroad

  • Considering a psychedelic experience and want to think it through carefully first

  • Back from an experience and struggling to make sense of it

  • Carrying something difficult from a challenging or confusing experience

  • Wanting what you saw to actually change how you live, not fade in a few weeks

What Is Preparation & Integration Coaching?

Preparation and integration coaching gives that exploration a structure. Before an experience, we examine your intentions, expectations, and support needs. Afterward, we explore what happened, consider its meaning, and decide how to respond in everyday life.

Psychedelic substances have been part of some Indigenous ceremonial and spiritual traditions for millennia, with practices continuing today. Ancient Greece also held traditions of initiation: the Eleusinian Mysteries, centered on Demeter and Persephone, explored death, return, and renewal.

These distinct histories speak to an enduring human concern: how profound experiences change our relationship to life, ourselves, and the sacred. The Eleusinian tradition is part of the inspiration behind my work.

Today, renewed research and cultural interest in psychedelics have brought questions of consciousness, meaning, and self-transcendence into wider conversation.

The Protocol

Six 60-minute sessions. Three for preparation. Three for integration.

Preparation

Three sessions before the experience

1. Clarify What Brings You Here

We examine your intentions, concerns, and the circumstances shaping your interest. What are you hoping to understand? What are you expecting the experience to resolve? We make room to consider whether to proceed, postpone, or pursue another form of support.

2. Establish Grounding & Support

We explore your expectations, practice simple grounding skills, and identify personal boundaries and trusted support. We also identify health or medication questions that need to be addressed with a qualified clinician.

3. Prepare for the Return

We create a written plan for the days afterward: space for rest and reflection, people you can turn to, and arrangements for integration. You enter with a clearer understanding of what you are bringing and how you will attend to what follows.

Integration

Three sessions after the experience

4. Revisit What Happened

We explore what you remember: emotions, images, bodily sensations, and unanswered questions. We distinguish the experience itself from the conclusions you are drawing and identify what needs attention first.

5. Explore Meaning & Patterns

We connect what emerged with the larger questions in your life: relationships, identity, ambition, grief, mortality, or a sense of connection beyond yourself. We choose a theme to explore through reflection, conversation, or a manageable experiment between sessions.

6. Put Understanding Into Practice

We review what you have tried, what has changed, and what remains unresolved. Together, we develop a written integration plan with specific commitments, practices, and support. We also decide whether further work would be useful.

Coaching Options & Pricing

Preparation & Integration

$1,500 total

Six individual, 60-minute sessions: three for preparation and three for integration.

Pay in full or in two payments of $750.

Integration Only

$800 total

Three individual, 60-minute integration sessions for an experience you have already had.

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Why Work With Me

I earned my master’s degree in counseling psychology at the California Institute of Integral Studies (CIIS), a global leader in psychedelic-assisted therapy education and training and home to the world’s first university-affiliated certificate program in Psychedelic-Assisted Therapies and Research.

It was at CIIS where where I trained alongside leading educators and clinicians in the field of psychedelic therapy. That background brings both clinical safety and depth to this work, helping men integrate powerful or challenging experiences with structure, clarity, and self-trust. We bring sustained attention to the psychological patterns, emotions, and existential questions a psychedelic experience can bring forward.

We can work seriously with grief, shame, ambition, identity, and self-transcendence while keeping your relationships, responsibilities, and judgment in view. Through this structured process, I combine psychological depth and direct conversation to help you translate what you’ve come to understand into the choices, relationships, and commitments that shape your life.

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Eleusis Rising: A Men’s Movement

Depth, purpose, and a more deliberate life.

It’s for ambitious men who have found success in the world and want greater connection and purpose: founders, entrepreneurs, executives, and established professionals seeking candid conversation, lasting friendships, and meaningful collaboration.

Inspired by the Eleusinian tradition of initiation and return, the program invites men to examine their ambitions, relationships, and the roles they inhabit—and consider what they want their lives to serve.

The planned Colorado program combines weeks of group preparation, a retreat with psilocybin services through a licensed healing center, and structured integration afterward. The work continues when you return, through reflection, concrete commitments, and a community in which to practice what you are learning.

The larger vision is a more conscious relationship to success: how we create value, exercise influence, and take responsibility for the people our choices affect. We’re building a network of men invested in one another’s growth—what they accomplish, who they become, and what they can contribute together.

Questions About the Work

What Will You Carry Forward?

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